Just a thought... Alangkah ruginya saya sekiranya mengikut saranan seorang OnG, a specialist, with a decades of practice as OnG, lulusan dr sebuah Uni berprestij dr Dublin, Ireland utk menggugurkan kandungan se awal usia 7 minggu... I remember it was a Wednesday morning. I ran a pegnancy test on my own and it was positive. I was delighted but did not want to be overexcited. So we went to see doc Y at one of the private clinic/hospital bersalin for confirmation. She was the same OG when I was pregnant with Ammar, 10 yrs ago. So I told her everything, including the part where I took some prescription, claimed by her that was not supposed to be taken by pregnant woman. She was mad at me - yelah, like I knew I was pregnant while taking that particular prescription! So she did a scan to the fetus. She said it was not in a good shape, not normal for 7 weeks fetus. I remember she said, "Jumaat ni dtg cuci! Tgk gambar baby you ni, tak normal shape dia!". I said nothing more. Then she...
Sejak Isnin kemarin, makonyo bermulolah kehidupe mokcik sbg krismas tree...Pagi2 di bahuku ada 2-3 beg dan seorang baby utk diusung dlm kete. Suspen gilo mokcik nak drive bawak Miss P(Pocahontasku)wehhh.. (Miss P : Jeet - I loikeee...). Pasalnya, dia ni klu taim kamok2 tu mmg ler mendera perasaanku, nak2 taim dia nak tido, lobang mana nak korek carik buai klu dah dlm kete tu kamok2 nak tido wehhh. Asalnya mokcik trauma sket pasai ada satu mlm menggu lepas, Miss P payohlah nak tido sambil dtg kamok2 dia tu. Mokcik ajak Pokcik masuk kete pusing-pusing ini chan baik musti dia terus terlelap dlm kete. Harapang dan anganangku punah semata-mata sbb dia terus kamok2 dlm kete, so kenalah kami patah balik, masuk buai terus lena. Hoi hoi ya hoi... lajak perahu buleh ku undur, lajak ajaq berbuai takleh ku brek derrr...hai nasib badan... Krismas tree in action depan umah pengasuh. Ko ni Ammar tak habih2 nak cium kepala adik tu! 7.30 a.m. – Krismas tree mengangkut beg dan segala perkakasan dlm kete...
24.12.2017. Pulangnya bonda ke pangkuan Rabnya. Sesungguhnya perancangan Allah maha hebat. Tak tergamak kami 6 beradik utk meninggalkannya utk Umrah Dan ziarah yg tlh setahun dirancang tp sebelum berangkat arwah makin pulih. Dlm hati berdoa moga dia bertahan dan tunggu Kami pulang. Berdoa di depan Baitillah semoga dipermudahkan urusannya. Sehari selepas sampai tahanair, arwah tiba2 tenat dan pada hari ini pulang kepangkuanNya dlm tenang. Allah, redhalah Kau kepada bonda kami, Rahimah Sulong, sehingga kau izinkannya masuk melalui mana2 pintu syurgaMu. Cucuri rahmat dan tempatkanlah dia dikalangan para solehin. Innalillahiwainnailahirajiun. Tenanglah wahai bondaku disana. Hari ini segala penderitaanmu berakhir. AlFatihah. "Ya Allah ya tuhanku...ampunkan dosa bonda, cucurilah rahmat ke atas rohnya dan tempatkanlah dia dikalangan para solehin"
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tq kak leeza, wahwahwah ada juga yg merinduinya pun adoi! yeah, i miss you all too muach! see you soon!
dear Mulan,
Thanks dear, nanti kita story mory yerrr, nak melimpah ruah benda2 nak diciter ni hihihi...